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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Lock Me Up In Some Dark Cell

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hope or dream
Try to dull an inner scream
But you . . . saw me through . . .

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now I�m in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .

Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now . . . I 'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .

Holding your hands
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We never be alone

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life

I just want to hide in a corner and rot away as time passes by.
Why do i feel sad when it's the holiday?

Everyone's in a cheerful, joyful mood but I just want to be left alone at home.
I miss her badly I think but I am not sure what to do.

I don't want to go through the same pain which snatched my future from me once.
I regretted going through that path yet I still fall for it.

Once bitten shame on you, twice bitten shame on me.
Heck, I know this proverb well yet I am not obeying it.

I just want a plain and simple life which is trouble free.
Something like Hakuna Matata, which means No Worries.

Yet, life seems to be prejudice against me and put me through so many hardships.
Well, for all I care,it's like being beaten up badly till I am in bruises but I don't mind it if I don't have to be troubled.

To some, this could be the peak of my emo but let me tell you, this is just the beginning as there is more to come.

I am a freaking hypocrite in my opinion.
People of higher authority, seniority and generation believed that I am an honour student, the cream of creams, the best or Mr. Nice.

Yet, I feel tired putting up such image.
I am a prankster from start, the joker.
Some how, it became a mindset that I must show a good boy nature.

I feel stressed, thinking about consequences from being a prankster.
I dyed my hair brown but now more white hairs are emerging.
Great, people say I think too much, I agree I think too much beyond necessity.

This makes me emo and it's like a "comfort zone".
I have a low expectancy in life, go through life by flowing through it.

I am trying to go with the flow in a low profile.
If you ask me, I rather be a nobody then a somebody.

You can force me to smile but you can't make me grin.

You can force me to laugh but you can't make me cheerful.

You can force me to talk but you can't make me feel interested.

Life is nothing but a cloud which is unpredictable where it could be normal or raining.

Mine seems to be raining with a terrible storm.

Something of the past, after each storm, there will be a beautiful rainbow but mine just never did come in the first place.

Smiling with a frown.
Signing off,
I see that same shade of grey cloud raining over me.
Live with it, Life is Saddening.

Sunday, February 7, 2010


I am back, yours truly is back from a 3 day 2 nights camp at I forgot where ==

I am tired, bitten by 2 leeches, broke a nail and a toe nail, scratched, bruised, limping from over-strained leg muscles and fatigue from the over strenuous squatting and duck walk we did in the camp.

Conclusion, I enjoyed myself to the limit except for the part I was nauseous and the gastric part. The rest was awesome.

I was in team Zetta.
This was my team's cheer


We are Zettas!!

Ha Ha ^^
We came up with the idea but other groups copied it.

The night walk was awesome but Joseph completely changed the supposed-to-be-spooky-and-silent walk into a noisy-cheerful walk. He even had the nerves to admire SNSD girls in the middle of the jungle and did a dance at steep parts.
Salutations Joseph because you risked everybody below you. If you fall, I think everyone will fall like domino pieces all the way down.

Well, meals there was alright.
But, I did not get a chance to play cards there except a couple of times till Alex stopped us.

We also manged to go up to the waterfall which was awesome. I was tired when I got there but was completely refreshed when the waterfall current splashed into me and I was revitalised.

Besides that. we had sketches where we performed, my group's performance title was 2012 with special guest starring Tiger Woods and Ariel the Little Mermaid.

But, I lost my glasses at that time so I did not get to enjoy other's performance.
Sleeping was a difficult thing to carry out since I'm using my luggage as a pillow and the hard ground as a bed covered with 2 sheets of thin cloth.

And it was hot in the beginning but cold in the middle, so I froze when i woke up.
By the way, those who want to go again some other time can inform me as i want to go again too.

I asked about the pricing for 20 people since that's the minimum requirement, RM100++ should cover for each person everything for 3 days and 2 nights.

Food-RM 20 per day, 4 meals- each person

Tent-RM 44 per night/use ; not sure

Tour-RM 50

I guess it should not be too expensive but the waterfall is really worth going again and we can take the short cut immediately to spend mote time there, 2 hours which is totally awesome and the place there is wonderful.

But, we do have to prepare some activities ourselves because there's not much stuff to do.
However, there's a field there where we can have activities there which can be fun and there's a playground there too.

By the way, we should be preparing our own transport so I'm guessing RM 200 should cover the bus, if extra we could share for snacks,equipments (for Leisure fun) and extra things.
But, we can also chip in more to enjoy more.

The tour guide is an awesome and friendly person so there's no need to worry.
But, there's very little line coverage though, but 3 days away from civilisation will not kill anyone.

So, leave a comment here, SMS me or talk to me in college if you are interested and help gather people then I will arrange for us to go there (need assistance)

This is what I plan and can be corrected to suit everyone

Day 1
Travel at 0800 from a point to be confirmed

Arrival at 1030, may vary depending on traffic

Unpacking and rest.


Trip to waterfall at 1430, (will be hot, bring a cap)

Arrival at waterfall at 1500 and enjoy for 2 hours.
(may vary if longer route taken)

Back to camp and rest, bath and free time.

Dinner at 1800 ++

Leisure activities (cards,singing,anything goes but not dangerous ones)
*Night walk upon request and acceptance by all.

Supper at 2200, if no night walk.
May ask for a campfire session, also depending on weather.

Lights out, sleep but not applicable to all.
You want sleep or not up to you but you have to wake up the next day for activities as we do not enjoy a spoil sport.

Day 2

Break fast at 0800
* wash own dishes or assign groups like a roster.

More fun, please give suggestions and we can prepare it.

Maybe like war game but no dangerous stunts please.

Perhaps to the waterfall again, upon request and depending on Uncle Jack whether we can go twice for RM 50.

Dinner at 1800, will try to request for BBQ which means add more money or simple dinner depending on demands.

The rest will be free and easy and up to you.

Day 3

Breakfast at 0800

Packed clothes, bag and clean tents.

Get ready to leave about 1000 to avoid traffic and hot weather during the afternoon.

Arrival at 1230, may vary due to traffic.
Can be later upon request to stop at R&R.

The location can be adjusted but pricing will vary because I will have to find another spot although I do recommend Pangkor Island at a resort I've been to.
Pricing will be confirmed if there's a need to change locations.

For now, I am staying with this camp site.
Signing off

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Gone, Bon Voyage To Me

It's a Hell of a week when college life is filled with ups and downs and more downs; in my opinion.

It's Ragging Week, for those who do not know what is Ragging Week; it's the time where seniors make juniors, like me do stupid stuff.

So, I have one thing to say,"To HELL with Ragging Week".
I joined a group to boycott it and we are prepared to suffer the "Surprise".

Physics rocked suck as the teacher whom I refuse to name, to prevent tarnishing my blog actually did not realise several students went out during her class to get a bite and one of them had the nerve to play basket ball.

Yeah, awesome dude, I support you to the fullest spiritually.

Let me ask you this, What's noisy but makes no sense, is there but not because we wanted but forced to accept and is always cold and mean to us?

Answer: Air Cond
But if you thought of another answer it might work.
I am not mentioning names here, so do not link anything malicious to me.

Bio Experiment next week should rock unless he scammed us.
I do not know and will not make any assumptions.


Chemistry will certainly be one hell of an experiment.
Awesome experiment we will be conducting soon.

I went home today alone since my friends wanted to go through R.W.
It's alright since I do not want to partake in R.W.

Well, I am getting an extremely short Chinese New Year Holiday, about 5 days and will be back to college on Wednesday.

I need more days, please help me apply for more days!

Well, signing off.
I see that same shade of Grey in that same cloud raining over me as I remain invisible to others in Life.

*Will not be updating this couple of days, earliest on Sunday after I return from camp.

To Zi Yang and Sze Yun, I will bbring back some photos and "souvenirs" for you.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Randomness Beyond Controll

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

I love this song very much; the genius who sang this is Robbie Williams.

Let's get back to blogging.
About what? Well, not what but who actually.

Well who else but yours truly since this is my blog and you can't get any of it unless I will it or perhaps God will it then I will have no other choice.
Randomness ^^

Biology Experiment today in the lab and Mr Leong looked as though he could kill us with a slight glare from his Grinning "Smiling" face.

I was afraid that he might break his cool and started a massive killing spree which will appear on all news tabloids with headline Mass Killing Spree In ****.

*This topic is for mere entertainment only and should not be quoted for any malicious purpose.

Any way, Alister, Sze Yun and I were busy talking about songs; well mostly Alister and I since we are fans of many similar great artist/bands.
The atmosphere in the lab started out noisy then calm then noisy back finally it ended in Chaos when careless "careful" handled the test tubes/boiling tubes with such great "care" and broke some.

Like fireworks, a few sparked magnificently here and followed by a few more elsewhere.

It was like a musical of shattering melody/symphony.
Shattering In Bio Lab, composed by a few persons whose name shall not be mentioned to protect their identity, plus I wasn't focusing on them either because I fear joining their Orchestra of Shattering Tubes.

Well, unlucky me since I failed to join their magnificent Orchestra since I got nervous and failed to intentionally break some of the tubes to create such melody.

Thank God nothing like that happened to my group although we were kinda slow at conducting the experiment since certain smart associates managed to spill the glucose solution of several concentrations.
Kudos and congratulations for increasing the workload for me.

Kudos ( Thanks or to show appreciation )

So, Bio kinda rocked with the wonderful atmosphere.

Maths earlier on was indescribable since some one kinda accidentally ruined the image of Mr. Lee in my mind with certain issues with should not be mentioned to take care of Mr. Lee's image and that person's image as well.

It has something to do with tights thought.

Everyone felt sleepy during Chemistry including "good" students.
Lynn continued blowing bubbles although it has been days since she first blew bubbles.

In my opinion, it's kinda cute and brings me back down memory lane when I used to blow bubbles, Centuries ago.

Shaun just could not accept the fact that Lynn was still indulging herself in the fine art of bubble blowing.
He was rendered speechless and only could came up with this phrase as a comeback,"How old are you, Lynn? Still playing with bubbles?" -_-0

Lynn had a alright but not too awesome come back at Shaun's remark.
(What I meant by alright but not too awesome is the same as what my friends and I describe A- in SPM as, your good but not too good, so you kinda suck but not too suckish) No offense though. -_-0
Her come back was that her friend gave her the bubble bottle and their group are still playing it which she is trying to implement that there is no wrong in playing with bubbles.

Not my problem though.
Staying out of it.
I'm going to buy Chinese New Year clothes soon enough as I plan to use my own money to buy clothes that I favour not what others decide.

I'm currently short on budget and desperately need more cash to go through this hard times. I wanted to join the huge group as they went out for a meal but couldn't because I got a tight budget of RM2 per day for meal/drink and RM2 more for transport.

Here's a last minute random stuff I'm going to add in.
Trived asked me today a couple of questions which I answered in a extraordinary method.

1st question: If a yellow hat fell into a red sea, what will happen to the hat?
Expected ANS: The hat turns red.
Given ANS : The hat merely floats away according to Physics and Experience.

2nd question: Why do birds fly South?
Expected ANS: They can not walk South.
Given ANS : They fly South to escape the cold climate.

That's it for now.
I see that same shade of Grey in the same cloud that rains over me.
Signing Off.