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Monday, September 27, 2010

DiGi iPhone 4 Real

I have been a Digi user for years and honestly speaking, I have enjoyed the packages offered by Digi without a fuss.

I remember when I first subscribed to Digi's Friends and Family and it was a sweet deal as I get discount for certain numbers that I added into that category.

Things got sweeter when I changed to Super SMS where I get to sms to Digi Users for free for the rest of the day after spending RM1.00. Back then, I was a SMS-holic and sent hundreds of SMS in one day. Hence, it was a dream come true when I learned and used this package.

Now, I am using Super Friends and Family which I find amazing because it allows me to add 2 non Digi numbers. What more could I ask for? Calling is now affordable and cheaper. As a pre-adult, I tend to have long conversations with the opposite gender and sometimes we ended up talking about an hour but with Super Friends and Family, it is worth while.

This seriously happened to me and I owed it all to Digi, the lovable choice. <3

Today, upon reading Digi iPhone 4 plans, I find it practically flawless and tempting. It's a sweet deal because it offers up to 1000 minutes of talk time which is definitely suitable for me since I practically talk to my friends at least half an hour a day through the phone.

As a blogger, MMS would certainly come in handy as I frequent events like Digi Berbuka Puasa. With the superb deal up to 60 MMS, I would be able to share with my friends my experience in an instance. What a wonderful deal for me as it is worth it and awesome.

My favorite feature would be the Internet which offers up to 5GB of usage . As a blogger, I will find it useful as I keep myself alert on more Digi offers through the web and Blogging events or perhaps joint event by Nuffnang and Digi. As an additional bonus, there will be no extra charges if we use over the monthly quota. How awesome is that? This means we can get unlimited Internet Surfing time.

Furthermore, I can have up to 6 FnF numbers and 6 supplementary lines which is actually a

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious deal.

Lastly, for the voice call, MMS and SMS deal, it is to all local networks and at an awesome rate. That is awesome as now I don't have to worry about which ever numbers I plan to call to since the charge rate is the same; one word, Cheap.



Digi, Brightening my days always. =)

Rushing off now. Got to get myself a Digi iPhone 4 Plan right this instant.


Saturday, September 25, 2010

DiGi iPhone 4 Play

When I speak about iPhone 4, I think of the thousands of Apps that attracted my attention. So many Apps but so little time. There are many apps for many different purposes but my favorite of them all is

Tap Tap Revenge 3

Tap Tap Revenge 3

It is Tap-licious because I can spend hours playing the amazing App and never get bored of it. It certainly is a great way to kill time while waiting in the bus .

The first time I saw this game, I certainly judged a book by it's cover. My friend offered me a chance to tried it out but I simply refused his offer, stating that it was too simple.
One day, I was bored and we were waiting in the canteen for the next class. He offered again and due to boredom, I tried it out and before I knew it, I was in love with the game. I kept playing until I forgot to return his iPhone to him to him; much to his annoyance.
My Favorite Band, Maroon 5 =D
Besides, featuring awesome bands, Tap Tap Revenge 3 also have a feature that I love most which is 2 Player Mode. 

My first time playing this App was with a girl when she sat beside me with puppy eyes wanting a chance to play. So I passed the iPhone to her but she declined my offer because she feared that I would be bored instead and that wouldn't be nice.

I was touched by her kindness so I stopped my attempt to beat my friend's high score and luckily for us there was a 2 player mode.

So I opened the 2 player mode and played with her. It was a fun moment and we had lots of fun. Until now, I would never forget that moment especially when she cheated to win against me. 

If I were to win an iPhone 4 from Digi, I would definitely play Tap Tap Revenge 3 with her all day long.

Besides, this App contain many songs in it and it is a never ending onslaught of new songs. Tap Tap Revenge 3 features new songs each week. It is because if this feature that I never get bored of it as new challenges arise waiting for me to dominate it (though I am not an expert, YET)

For those who don't know what Tap Tap Revenge 3 is, it is a rhythm based game some what similar to Guitar Heroes or Band Heroes. Even though, I love both the Apps, but I don't think a majority number of Offices would allow their staffs to play them in the office, though I recalled seeing one particular office allowing their staffs to play it. 

Heritage House
The office is situated in this building. People might wonder what office would have Band Heroes and allow their staff to play it?

Well, it's this one.
It rhymes with Luff Nang. I wonder which one.

It is the fun and orange-licious office, Nuffnang office in Heritage House.

Stole this Picture.
It is an awesome game but it's not portable. No offense =D
 However, Tap Tap Revenge 3 is a portable version and the game play is by tapping instead. This way, I can play my favorite game with my favorite songs during class, work (if the boss is not around) and while I am in a boring lecture.

Yes, Convenience and Portable is another reason why I love this game. Besides, you can pretend to be serious at work on your iPhone but you're actually having a blast playing this game. Since you play it by tapping, it would appear that you're typing on your iPhone (in my case, iPhone 4).
Please keep this as a secret because I don't want potential employers to misjudged me.
Alright, I go to go Tap Tap now. 
Have a Tap-licious day.

Friday, September 24, 2010

DiGi iPhone 4 Me

When iPhone was released it was a phenomenal hit in my secondary school, everyone wanted one but not everyone can have one. Most of us (including me) could only watch those with iPhones boast and bragged about it all day long.

Well, after suffering for so long, a Knight in shinning armor emerged; his name was Digi, seeing us (me) suffered like that, he could not bear to watched this injustice and revealed the solution to my problem.

Digi, gave me the opportunity to own an iPhone 4. People might say that I want to win an iPhone 4 just to brag about it like my friend. But that's not my intention.

The reason I want an iPhone 4 is because there are two things in this world that makes me happy.

1. Digi, for providing me excellent coverage for almost a decade

2. Nuffnang, for allowing me to join events and making new friends.

It was a dream come true when Digi offered an iPhone 4 through Nuffnang. If I were to get the iPhone 4, I would get to video call through Digi and blog about further Digi events and other stuffs
(certainly not Maxis, Celcom, or U mobile) organized through Nuffnang.

Again why do I want a Digi iPhone 4? Because it is a gift from Digi if I were to get it. I would get to point back at other Telco users (Maxis, Celcom, U-Mobile) and shout out loud to them

Take That, Did Your Telco Provider Offer An iPhone 4 Like Mine?
 No? Well too bad. Digi is forever the smarter choice. =D

and it is definitely the smarter choice, same as the choices I made several years back when I first chose Digi, when I went against my family and stuck on to Digi when all of them changed to Maxis and all this is because I am a Digi Follower and nothing can change that.

Now, it's my turn to follow Digi as we both follow each other. Spread the Digi Love.

Now most people would say how much they want an iPhone 4 because of it's new functions but it's too cliche and I am sure Nuffnanger, Fresh would be bored reading thousands of blog post about it's functions when it is easily available through the Internet.

By the way, this is a shout out to Nuffies.

Hi Fresh, Rachel, Justina, Pinkie, Rob, Timothy and  all of the Nuffies. Thanks for the wonderful time. =D

 I would say that I want a Digi iPhone 4 because Digi is forever reliable and surely their iPhone 4 must be reliable as well. One word.


A combination of Digi and iPhone is surely to work wonders. Therefore I must have it.

Most of my friends with iPhones who went camping with me have no coverage when we are in the jungle. But I seriously believe that it would be different for me. Why? Take a look for yourself.

With Digi and an iPhone 4 it will seriously be an awesome experience. It will be a shout out to them.

Change to Digi, it follows you everywhere literally.
 Before I sign off. I have one more thing to say.

Peace and Have a Digi-rific day. Nuff with all my heart.


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Au Revoir

As the title clearly states, Au Revoir; it means good bye and til we meet again. Yes. I mean it literally. To all my blog readers, kyoray05 is no longer capable of maintaining his life in a state of order.

Due to circumstances, Steven will no longer be updating posts,blog-walking,joining events, and be a butler/friend or someone to chat with Innit anymore.

He is also forbidden from using his Twitter anymore and his Facebook as well. Nothing can be done as this decision is finalized. He is forbidden from messenger as well.

Once again, I would like to say good bye and till we meet again, for now Au Revoir and may God bless you.

Signing off till who knows when.
P/s Boss, don't forget me please, Simon thanks for your support, Ronnie thanks old buddy and Vince for being there like every time.  Yuh Jiun. stop growling and everyone else (sorry time is running short) take care.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Brother from Mars and Sister from Venus

My sister and I practically never get along. Since, I was a toddler itself, I gave a scar to my sister when I threw a toy at her face.

I don't know but somehow I just cannot get along with her. My childhood was rather bleak from what I could recall. I remembered the times she lied to me, broke her promises, and ignored my pleas as I cried when I was in kindergarten.

People might say that I am making this up because it is impossible to have such a sister. People would be sure  that as she grew older she would have matured and changed for the better. That maybe true and perhaps I have prejudice against her but before any of us could seize the chance, she left for hostel in Malacca. It was during those years that whatever strings that were holding us as siblings snapped and was lost.

She left when I was in standard 6 and everyday I would return home to an empty house. I would have to prepare my own lunch or starve. The whole house would be empty and I was alone til late in the evenings when mom and dad returned. Most of the days, we would have take away for dinner, mostly economic rice or chicken rice.

I felt the emptiness at first but I was not badly affected by it til one day, when I was home alone, and it was raining heavily. The electricity got cut off and I was in the dark and was helpless. I sat in a corner in my room contemplating how would my life turn out if she didn't leave for hostel.

After that, this thought kept flashing in my mind and finally I decided never to rely on my family. I would try my best to avoid receiving any help from them. I ended up picking up cooking as a hobby when it started out as a necessity to survive. I never regretted choosing to be independent because I really dislike troubling my parents.

I used to depend on my father for supper but later on, I became the one who cooked breakfast and supper for my family. I remembered waking up early to prepare sandwiches for mom, dad and myself.
I'd prepare a meal for my parents or willingly give them mine and cook another for myself because I know no matter how much I compensate it would never be enough to compensate for everything they have given me.
However, I stood on my principle that I should not give my sister because she taught me a valuable lesson that I would never forget.

There is no free lunch in this world.

In my opinion, since she is 4 years older than me, she should be able to provide for herself instead of relying on me. I cooked for her a few times initially because mom kept giving sister her own portion. So, I'd cooked extra portions; against my principles to ensure mom gets enough. Luckily, now mom don't give her since she knew how strongly I dislike her giving my sister food like that. Readers might say, Steven you jerk, how could you man? Well, let me tell you then, I'd never asked food from her, not even a single bite because I don't believe in free lunches in this world and it was her who embedded this principle in my soul.

Besides this, my family and friends describe me as a very hak hei person. I don't know how to translate it, but allow me to describe it. When my family or friends offer me stuff, I would decline and try my best not to accept it. Again, I would stress again, I dislike taking favor from anyone but I don't mind doing favors for anyone except for my sister. Why? Cause I remembered her rejecting my requests even when I cried.
I remembered last time, mom asked us to chores, but my sister was lazy. I asked her to help me move the load of laundry but she refused to help me. I ended up injuring myself when I tried to carry the load of laundry. It was from that time, my dislike for her grew.

On the other hand, my sister will not think twice before she take stuff given to her. Yes, family or friends gifts or favors can be taken as long as they are not strangers. She is like a complete opposite of me.

We haven't spoken to each other properly for years, I'd say 5 years and counting. I am not sure how long would this silence last but I don't think I can let go of all my sorrow and move on.

My sister seldom go out with friends while I am the complete opposite. I go out at least once a week but she goes out like once in every few months. But I am not complaining because if she decides to tag along with me I would seriously reject her.

I know hating someone is only hurting myself but somehow I felt that this is the only path for me. I'd planned to migrate to somewhere far after my studies, perhaps somewhere far from my sister because I don't know how much further would my disliking for her grow.

Signing off
Path of an Emo blogger  

Friday, September 17, 2010


Life is fragile and intangible. Given the chance I would have grasp on to it and never let go. There is a 4 years gap between my sister and I where I used to wonder why did my parents leave such a huge gap between us. My mom told me when they were planning to have me, my paternal grandmother passed away and it was taboo for them to have kids that year, hence they waited for the following year.

Referring to Jia Pei's post a little of youngest child syndrome, I get that sometimes since I am the youngest in my family and there is a 4 years gap between me and my sister. Life became better when my sister left for hostel and I was the only child at home. Mom and dad showered all their love on me but there are times I envied my sister.

My paternal grandmother passed away one year before I was born. If I could turn back the pendulum of Time, I would really do anything to see her. I heard from my parents she was a kind soul and it would have been awesome if I could meet her. The only thing I have to remember her is her pictures. But life is cruel and we have to accept things as they come. My beloved paternal grandfather remarried after that, so now I have a step-grandmother and I loved her like a real grandmother.

My paternal side consists  of my father, my uncle and two aunts, all of the same surname. We used to spend time together when my paternal grandfather was alive. But when he passed away, my uncle and aunts wanted to split the meager wealth my grandfather left, a single story house and a old Volvo. My dad being the eldest was asked to suggest that to my step-grandmother but he felt that those belongings rightfully belonged to my step-grandmother and refused their request.

When I asked mom why did my uncle and aunts didn't celebrate New Year with us, she told me this story and I was angry at my relatives. My step-grandmother treated all of us well and all she have was that house and car but they still wanted to take it away from her.

It's been many years and my once huge paternal family remains broken at my father's generation but I'd hope the younger generation, my cousins and I could solve this enmity among our family.

Two days ago, my granduncle passed away and it was a huge lost to my family. Both my grandfather and granduncle were the Kuala Lumpur branch of the family where else the larger branch remains in Kedah.
His family was the one that kept in contact with mine and it was sad to lose a great man like him.

When I went there, I saw the Singapore branch of my family (same surname). They are my granduncle's children and they brought their kids along. It's so cool to have family branches all over the world which treats you as family although they are distant relatives where else my immediate paternal relatives are cold to my family.

My dear paternal granduncle was attacked by stroke due to a heart condition. Both him and my grandfather underwent surgery to have a pace maker inserted since they have heart conditions. I'd understand that my grandfather probably did not take care of his diet but I was flabbergasted because my granduncle was as fit as a fiddle but he still got a heart condition and got stroke.

I used to take life for granted even after my grandfather passed away or when my teacher passed away. But this year, everything changed when 5 deaths occurred in 3 months. When my college friend passed away, I was flabbergasted since I didn't expect something like this but 2 weeks later, another friend just went like that and I was further depressed. Days later, my best friend just went off and I was totally depressed. The last straw was when my elder god-brother passed away weeks after my best friend and I was really down, but fortunately friends stood by me and comforted me. Now, my granduncle went as well, and I feel sad but I am prepared now as I finally understood that life and death is a natural cycle and we have to accept it no matter how bad it is.

When one dies, their physical presence may be gone but their spiritual presence remains with you. I can feel them by carrying on their legacy and ensuring that they will never be forgotten by future generation. Hence, I have made up my mind to carry on with my grandfather's legacy by being an Engineer and becoming the best to bring honor to my family. 

Signing off.
Cherish your loved ones and tell them how much you love them before it's too late.

Thursday, September 16, 2010


I was going to sneak up on you to surprise you. But before I could make my move, he walked towards you and both of you hugged. I stood there hidden from your sight, reassuring myself he probably was someone close to you and had not met for sometime. However, I could not believe my eyes when he stroked your hair with his fingers and as he moved in closer you actually gestured him to kiss you and you'd actually let him kiss you.

Tears filled my eyes because I placed my trust and faith in your hands. But never in my wildest dream would I have predicted that you would actually do that to me. As both of you kissed, I walked away leaving the bouquet of flowers on the floor. I was devastated because I trusted you and you said that you loved me.

I went home feeling like a fool.

Mom warned me about her,"You are a fool Steven, she is not worthy of your love! She will end up hurting you!"

I was furious and shouted back at her," You don't even know her and you're judging her like that? Don't judge a book by it's cover, Mom!". 

Having said that, I left the house this morning only to be hurt by someone who is special in my heart. I thought to myself if only I had listened to mom. Mom warned me that she was a materialistic person, interested in getting gifts from me, but I shrugged at her advice and insisted on being with her.

As I walked, she caught up with me with the bouquet of flowers.
 She reached for my arm and held onto me, "Steve, why did you leave this flowers behind and walked away? I missed you, dear."

Tears, filled up my eyes again as she continued saying how much she loved me and missed me. I could not take it anymore and shouted at her," Enough, all this while I got you everything you wanted, I tried my best to fulfill your needs, but you'd betrayed me. How could you?"

She shot me a puzzled look, and tried to defend herself," What do you mean Steven? I love you only and you're the only guy I could ever love."

"Lies, your lieng. I saw you kissing someone else earlier. How could you? Mom was right, your feelings for me weren't real!" 

Now I find myself hard to trust anyone else. I find it hard to relate to people because I am afraid that I might get hurt again. She was the one who brought colors to my monotonous world, she was the one that wiped my tears by cheering me up and she was the one that colored my life but now she is also the one that shattered my world.

I am no longer angry at you. Hating someone is painful and it will do me no good. It's time for me to move on as I will continue my life never daring to love again.

Signing off

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Who is Steven?

"Hi, may I know what's your name?"

"My name is Steven."

"Oh, (awkward look) hi Steven."

"My innit name is Kyoray."

"Oh, you're Kyoray, nice to meet you (better expression)

I've been to some blogger events and when I introduced myself as Steven, a huge majority would shoot an awkward look at me and gave me the perception, "who on Earth is Steven?"

And when I revealed that I am Kyoray on Innit then only a small number of people recognizes me. The rest don't know me. I mean compared with Vince, he just have to introduce himself as Vince, and everyone, at least a majority of people know about him. Sometimes, I feel like I want to be Vince.

Alright, I have done my daily quota of linking Vince to my blog. The above is just to fulfill my quota and has no purpose at all. He is paying me to advertise for him

Alright, back to the title. Who is Steven. Steven is a babe dude better known as kyoray, ray or butler. He is supposed to be 18 this year but not legal yet (accepts cash and cheques as gifts). He studied in MBS Monkey Boys' School (Methodist Boys' School) and did not become G@Y furthered his studies in MCKL Monkey College Kuala Lumpure (Methodist College Kuala Lumpur) and became G@Y plans to further his studies to the University of Nottingham.

Alright, he studies when the Internet is down most of the time and goes on Innitall day long when he takes a break from studying. Innit users will picture kyoray as a cheerful person which has a tendency to go Emo quite frequently but the real person behind kyoray, Steven, yours truly is Emo most of the time and do not open to people like in Innit.

Before, I carry on, I would like to apologize to Sueme, for my statement. But the point is, you have to move on with death. I am not comparing who faced more deaths and I know how it felt. Your friend left but my grand Uncle left me last night. But, I believe that he is in a better place now, I feel sad but it will not break me down. Perhaps, we can give a prayer for her friend.

When I first saw Clevermunkey it was during the LG Cookie Monster Party and seriously I didn't speak with him at all because I didn't know what to say. After meeting up a few times only can I talk to him as a friend and now everything's fine. Same with Babebaboon. It took a while before I get to click in. While, there are some that I can click in immediately like Vince, I wonder why.

So if in previous outings I have offended you by being cold or in future potential outings, that I might offend you I sincerely apologize.

Well, Steven is like that because he just feels awkward you know. He cares too much of what others think and seriously making a bad impression is a taboo to him but he too realizes that fear of making a bad impression is actually making the bad impression. But he just can't help it.

Life experience. He went to church and everyone was lovely. Everyone treated him like family. They gave him lots of concern and kindness but he felt that he of all people should not accept it because he don't deserve it.
Who is he to take so much like that? One of the lady there, Aunty Grace was sweet to him, she embraced him and he felt touch.

But it was due to their niceness that he felt that he can never return to avoid disappointing them because people around Steven tends to get hurt quite often. Vince and I argued quite often but since we knew each other for years, we would make up in the end.

Signing off
Awesome people Gives Me Hope (GMH)

Downs and Inspiration

I woke up this morning like usual as life continues in the same monotonous regime. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I enrolled for form 6 or Advanced Tertiary College (ATC), the place Vince. Perhaps life would be different but whether it's for the better or worse I will never know.

I was once a teenager and I still am at least till I am legally 18. I too experienced puppy love and Vince certainly knew all about it. Because Vince knew about my first relationship and when I broke up and all the way up to my current crush.

But sometimes knowing too much can be quite a burden or tiring, after many failures, Vince got tired of listening to my stories. I don't blame him and you would be flabbergasted to know about my love life. Well, no offense to Jady but I think you might have made an error about me with dao hua yuan because I am still single and doubt anyone would fall for me since I am fuggly. If you don't believe me, visit Vince's blog to see my picture.

Please do not come and comfort me saying I am not that bad or stuff like that. It's something I am born with and shall live with it for the rest of my life. Accept me for who I am or leave it. I realized many people would change themselves to impress people. A little is fine but I was flabbergasted when I heard men in America spent RM15.6 billion on cosmetics from the radio.

Before I continue, I just heard my grand uncle, from my paternal side passed away today. Perhaps death has been common these days but I felt no remorse. Lets take a moment of silent here and perhaps you can give a silent prayer to their family. I would appreciate your help.

Many said to love is better than to have never loved. I would agree to that because the feeling of courtship was the best moment of my life as I tried my best to get my first girlfriend. At that point, Vince and my gang each had their girlfriend and I felt left out.

Stupidly I rushed into a relationship. It didn't last long till we broke up since we were not meeting each other. You can call it a Distanced relationship where we seldom met instead we talked through the phone frequently.
I would sacrifice my sleeping time to talk with her and spent lots of money on phone bills. Well, we were immature, well mostly me since I did not sacrifice enough for the relationship. There are times where I ignored her and played my game for hours.

Inevitably, we broke up and I was devastated by the sudden bachelorhood again. But weeks later, I met a girl from Sarawak who had the same interests as me. We both played the same game and it was like a dream come true until she went back to Sarawak when her holiday ended.

At this point it was a long distant relationship and things were tough since we couldn't meet each other since I was about to face SPM. However, I saved whatever scrap I had and finally managed to save enough money to book a to and fro ticket to Sarawak to visit her. But before I could go, we broke up because she was tired of the Long Distant Relationship.

From this point, it was my second failure and I regained my bachelor status again. After that, I never succeeded anymore. Somehow, I can befriend girls but could never make the next step even though we became close friends. I fear of getting hurt once more. I was depressed all the time.

There was a time when I was seriously down but as I was walking home, I saw the most peculiar thing which changed my life. I saw a small boy trying to shoot a basket ball into the hoop from the 3 points line but the ball did not even touch the board. So, I sat at a road side hawker and watched him shoot.

Even when I finished my meal, he cannot even get 1 ball in. I shrugged my shoulders and thought to myself that's life, life is unfair and cruel when suddenly he shouted with joy. I realized he finally scored a 3 point shot.
I smiled and bought a can of 100 Plus and gave it to the boy, congratulating him for his success. As I walked away, I realized that this boy taught me something really valuable.

Many had advice me to give up and just when I was about to give up, this boy woke me up and taught me a valuable lesson,which is to never give up. I smiled and walked away knowing that giving up should never be an option.

Sometimes, experience alone is not sufficient. The elder generation is never always right while the younger generation is never always wrong. Likes the saying goes, it only takes one grain of rice to tip of the scale which means every single effort/advice counts no matter how small it may seem.

But sometimes life seems to throw everything at you and there seems to be no way out. Well, make your own path then. When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. When life closes one road, take another. It is when you give up then everything fails and you will be stuck to the past as others move on in life. 

Signing off.
Love gives me hope.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

A Coin Has 2 Sides.

I have been pondering for a while now. I tried to be the second Vince but evidently I am not cut out to be like him. It has come to my attention that my pathetic attempts to humor or bring joy to the Blogosphere world is futile.

Hence, I think I am switching back to conventional blogging. Let words do the talking since a picture carries a thousand words and perhaps it sends the wrong message or misleads people. 

According to Fanwonder, we should blog about stuff that we are passionate about because it is of our interest and readers can sense the passion in it. Therefore, I have decided to blog about something I am good at, being Emo.

I am sure everyone faced a situation where your parents actually apologized for not being able to provide for you the best of everything but of the best that they could afford. I went out shopping with my mom and saw many stuff that interests me, but recalling what a heavy burden I was to my family, I just window shopped and walk off.

Obviously, she is my mom and she noticed my disappointment as I walk pass those stores knowing I will not be able to get them in the nearest time. While walking, I hid my disappointment and feigned a cheerful look but somehow she walked close to me and asked me was I disappointed not being able to have everything I wanted while my friends have everything they wanted?

I lied. I told her mom, materialistic possession does not interest me because you and dad have provided enough love and care for me. But deep down, I was disappointed seeing friends with i phones, DSLRs, or cars.

I know mom has been trying her best. I know that I should not be too demanding but...
Don't you get that feeling where you want something so badly but it would be too much for your parents to handle since the funds could be put to better use.You would eventually stop asking for it (literally) but deep down you still want badly.

As I lied, I feigned another smile to comfort mom but deep down I was torn. I was torn not because of disappointment but because of my mom's words. Why ask when it is evident? I am sure she should know that I would lie.

But nevertheless, that topic was not mentioned again.
I am sure from my earlier posts that I did not have a smooth life and that I was Emo.
Some from Innit would have known from Jady's prediction that I have a scarred childhood.

Come to think of it, something happened today.
Mom and dad was having dinner and they asked me to join them, it was an unwritten rule in my house that all of must have our meals together during dinner. However over the years, I have been ignoring that rule because I feel myself distancing myself from my family members.

After their dinner, they walked up to me and asked me to Google about Vietnam. I did and they were checking about the city of Da Nang. I was puzzled, now is certainly not the right time for them to be planning a vacation. Have my parents lose their minds?

After dad left, I asked mom why the sudden interest in Da Nang? Well, the truth came out and dad might be going to Da Nang, Vietnam. He has applied for the job to support me and it was heart wrenching.

Dad and I have not been close since my early days as a child. When I was in kindergarten, all I could remember of dad was seeing his car leaving the house as I woke up. At night, I would be fast asleep when he returns. Sometimes, I could hear mom and arguing in the kitchen and I would silently cry in my room.

I feared my father instead of respecting him. He was a strict man but deep down he was gentle. Over the months I find myself distancing myself from dad because I felt awkward around him. If dad goes, perhaps my family would be able to lead a more fancy life but the price is not seeing dad for some time. He is going there for a construction project and it would be months before I can see him perhaps, years.

Many given the opportunity would like to pursue their ambition. But I don't have that opportunity. I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad Nuffy and retire at a age of 30 to a remote tropical beach and own a sea side BBQ restaurant.

That would be my dream life but do you know what mom said to me? She wants me do PhD and I was flabbergasted. If I want to lead my dream life, I don't have the time to study for PhD because I would have to work and save as much as possible to earn my ideal life. My ideal place would be Hawaii as I sit on a hammock and play a saxophone. I know, why saxophone? Well, it's my passion. Or lie on a hammock and enjoy the cool breeze before walking to my restaurant in the afternoon to enjoy cold beer with tourists and meeting new people.

If Hawaii is not possible perhaps somewhere with a beautiful seaside far from the hustle and bustle of city life. But what about my parents then? What about my other half? Would any girl be radical like me to give up Gucci, Channel or LV to go through a mediocre but peaceful life?

Guess not. Signing off.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

So Nyuh Shi Dae 소녀 시대

I was bored during the holidays. Yes, quite sick of holidays. I am forced to stay at home while friends are twitting with their black berries or i-phones about their whereabouts.

CleverMunkey is in Singapore.

Jfook is in Kuching.

richteo2 just came back from Taiwan.

While I am stuck in a small town, Puchong.

So, I decided to find a way to "entertain" myself.

So i watched some videos to entertain myself. 
Hello Baby by SNSD


The baby is Kyungsan, at the start of the series he is 9 months old and boy is he a lucky baby. He get to touch all the SNSD babes got taken care by SNSD stars.

How many guys would die to get such luxurious treatment. I know I wouldn't since life is more important would. 

There are many episodes and you can catch them on Youtube then type in Hello Baby SNSD and choose the episode that you want or you can use my link above.

Enjoy watching SNSD's way of taking care of Kyungsan and watch how he reacts to the different Shoshis(members of the SNSD).

Loved most by Kyungsan.
At the start of Hello Baby, Sunny won the Baby trivia and became Kyungsan's daily mother.
As the daily mother, she gets to decided who touches Kyungsan and who doesn't. It's common that Kyungsan loved her more since she spent the most time with him and hogged Kyungsan all to herself.

Disliked most by Kyungsan

I have no idea why Kyungsan dislikes Tiffany. He just cries whenever Tiffany is around even though Tiffany cares for him genuinely. It is said babies can sense evil in people but how can Tiffany be evil? She is so innocent and fragile unlink Sunny.

Biggest Achievement.
At first, YoonYul were not given a chance to hold Kyungsan because of Sunny. I dislike what Sunny did because I am a fan of Yoona it's unfair for them. But eventually, they managed to win Kyungsan's heart bit by bit. 

From the series they have Daily Dad too. But one dad only and randomly selected among famous people.
MC Mong
Seriously, he is funny. You will laugh at his actions. I wouldn't want to spoil it for you all.

We have Best Moms and Worst Moms. 

Well, watch it too find out more. I am certain you will find it entertaining. 

Signing off.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Man's Best Friend

Like the title above suggests, I will elaborate more on man's best friend.
Not mine.

Fine that's not it, although it is kind of tempting.

I am going to tell you the real one now.
Ladies sold separately.

Fine. I will get back to the conventional man's best friend.
Siberian Huskies ♥

Man's Conventional Best Friend are dogs while mine are Siberian Huskies puppies ♥.

Man and dogs have been there for each other for centuries.
Recently a youtube video has caused an outrage as she threw puppies into a river. As the puppies squealed for their lives, she laughed and sort of enjoyed it.

My friend on Facebook suggested that we throw her children into the river and see how she feel.
But her children are innocent, besides if someone is going to get thrown into the river, it should be her.

Ok. I am not use to writing a serious post. Ending it here abruptly.

One last detail.
 Online Pet Store (New)

It's by my crazy, looney, whacky but fun to be around friend.

I kept my promise but will repost the link in a better post when I am in the mood.

Signing off

Tuesday, September 7, 2010


Life is full of random stuff and most of the time, you won't see "It" coming.
Small ass and bug melons~~ What were you people thinking off? XD

Another version would be something like this.

But once a blue moon, life can be predictable.
Why work your butt off in life?

Besides life being mostly unpredictable, we should know that one man's meat is another man's poison.
See, things are not that bad.

But life is filled with competition and there are some people who would befriend you and later stab you for self interest.

Life is about adapting as well. When life gives you Lemons, make Lemonade.

Another version of adapting.
Better prospect in the service sector in the future.

Life is about loop holes as well; people would find all sort of methods to get what they want.
Technically, he's doing as he was told. He's playing outside.

Life can be cruel too. Just when the sweet scent of income arrive, something pungent covered it.
99% of working adults worst nightmare.

There are times when life is just Lame.

Perhaps Lamer?
How lame can it get, you might be wondering.

Life too is about compromise; where we give and take.
See, they actually exchange stuff there.

Dreams can be beautiful but they are never real while reality may not be as nice but it's real at least.
Family Guy.

However, sometimes, dreams do come true.
Can you see the resemblance?

Life is also filled with good and bad influences and we have to make that decision by ourselves.
Life can give you hell.

But life can be pleasant as well.

Not that I am obsessed about.

Alright. But to come to a conclusion. Life is simply
Colorful and Beautiful

Signing off...
I am getting my Husky soon =) Wish me luck XD

Sunday, September 5, 2010


Facebook is a powerful tool these days. It can connect people from around the world. You can practically share whatever you did on that particular day with any one in this world who owns a device to surf the web and a connection service.
Monkey commented on your status.
You're on Facebook and you received a notification.

Heck, anything's possible alright.

However lets go back to current issues.
There are many types of Facebook bloopers in this world and you would not believe until you actually see with your very own eyes.
  • Facebook Illiterate. Does not know how to use Facebook.
How to use Facebook? Pardon the second "How to"  

  • Facebook Newbie. Freshie on Facebook.
He updated his status without realizing it's open for public.

  • Facebook Addict. Eat, Sleep and Toilet with Facebook.
Facebook might be used in rehabilitation centers.

  •  World Leaders. Anyone can own a Facebook account.

Imagine wars are held out this way instead of the conventional method.

  • Nerdy users. Baffled by his question.

Well, what a mystery.

  • Humiliated Users. Due to typos which causes major Humiliation.

Sending the wrong message because of a typo.

  • Like Addicts.  They will like every single statement they see or that their friends liked.

Liking one or two or maybe several statements is fine. But dozens of statements just fills up my news feed.

  •  Parents on Facebook. You will never like it. Trust me =)
Yes sir. Your daughter is fine.  Imagine your dad seeing you like this. ZOMGWTFBBQ

Moms on Facebook. Mam, please click the unlike button, formerly  the like button.

  •  Facebook Couples. Relationship statuses.
Imagine getting dumped through Facebook. ROFL

  •  Lastly, the not sot bright Users. Nice picture.

It's a water tumbler.

Signing off.
No Facebook users were harmed in the production of this post.

I haven't watched the video yet. Slow connection and really want to go to sleep already. Good night

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Hospitals and I

I bear no grudge against any medical staff but I hate the fact that someone I knew was admitted into the hospital.

I was 7 and I first visited a hospital. Being the naive kid I was, I thought it would be like a field trip. Even though there was a pungent smell of medicine, I simply ignored it. We were there to visit my grandfather who had a heart condition but I was too distracted by the new environment.

I did not bothered to console my paternal grandmother nor did I spoke to my grandfather. And who'd knew, that would be the last time I would see or speak to him ever again. He got discharged after that, but as a kid, I thought being discharged means grandfather is fine now, but my naiveness knew no boundaries back then.

The second time I visited a Hospital was when my teacher was hospitalized. Again my naiveness knew no boundaries. I was staying at my maternal grandmother's place when mom called me out of the blues to informed me that my teacher was in a state of coma. I was flabbergasted beyond words but naive at the same time. I was 100% sure that she would definitely get better and everything would be fine again.

However, I got another call from my mom after a couple of hours, she informed me that my teacher was dead. I was perplexed and finally my naiveness saw the limit. Death is irreversible and I have to accept that fact. Later, my friends called to inform me that she's brain dead.

That sparked hope in me and I was beaming with naiveness again until reality caught up with me and gave me a tight slap. Brain death is the same as being dead.  In the end, I went for her funeral and that was it.

In my mind, hospitals brings bad news to people.

I am texting him that he is a daddy now.
 Imagine you're at work and your wife texts you.

Congratulations dear, you're a daddy.

Signing off

Thursday, September 2, 2010

The Emo Life in Teenagers

Teenagers these days often try to do the Emo look these days. Many have tried yet not all of them managed to pull the Emo look successfully. Everyone should know that not all can pull of this look as it requires certain criteria to be fulfilled.

Below are several criteria which I believed are essential to pull of an Emo look.

  • Constant monotonous depressed mood. Most of the time, teenagers are able to dress up Emo but they are unable to maintain their Emo mood for the rest of the day. It is crucial because no matter how Emo are clothes are, a smile wipes the Emo look for good. 
  • Dark colored clothing. Clothing is essential too. A good pick would be black naturally since Black refers to death and misery. While the trousers, it don't have to be black; normal Blue jeans would be fine. However, jeans have to have patches to make it look authentic.
    • Emo surrounding. Starters should surround themselves with Emo people to blend it with the Emo surrounding. When you stay in an Emo click, you will tend to blend in if you put the effort to do it. Once you're ready, you can start hanging out with other non Emo clicks to strike out. At this point, you will be labeled as the Emo one in the group; achieving your desired status.
    • Downwards look. Another crucial point is looking down. A good tip is tilting your head downwards and carry on walking silently alone. This is a good way to signify one being Emo hence the isolation from people.
    •  Lethargic. Emo people should keep a lethargic look. An Emo look would be wiped off if one is filled with enthusiasm or spirit. Among ways to look lethargic is hugging your knapsack while sitting or lying on the table with arms folded. 
    Now those are some steps for people who want to look Emo to follow but of course there are Don'ts as well.
    • Seek attention. Emo is a look and a way of life. Do not walk into a group of people who are chatting away. As an Emo person, you should stay in a corner far from people and continue reminiscing about stuff. But answer when a conversation is made, to avoid being rude; even with one word replies is fine.
    • Emo all the time. Our aim is to be Emo but for teenagers, being Emo depends on conditions. Never be Emo in front of Lecturers or Teachers. Reason is simple, Lecturers would pick on you seeing you being lethargic in class. Teenagers should also wipe off the Emo look in front of parents to prevent parents from interrogating them.
    • Stupid stuff. Emo is usually linked with wrist cutting. However, I am promoting a safer way to being Emo. Wrist cutting is to create another source of pain (Physical) to cover the Emotional pain that one is facing but it is suicidal and seriously not to be followed.
    Lastly, there is one more golden rule in being Emo that everyone should know. 
    There is no Actual Guide Lines to be Emo. Hence, this guide is nothing but mere opinions only.

    Why do you want to be Emo in the first place before I end this topic.
    Emo is not fun because it is a double edged sword in life, it hurts yourself and people close to you. 
    Having say this, Please try your best to prevent yourself from being an Emo person.

    Besides, this world ain't big enough for 2 Emo people.
    Signing off~~

    Have an Emo rific day if you're an Emo person like me but if you're not stay clear.