Lock Me Up In Some Dark Cell

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hope or dream
Try to dull an inner scream
But you . . . saw me through . . .

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now I�m in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .

Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now . . . I 'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life . . .

Holding your hands
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We never be alone

You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life

I just want to hide in a corner and rot away as time passes by.
Why do i feel sad when it's the holiday?

Everyone's in a cheerful, joyful mood but I just want to be left alone at home.
I miss her badly I think but I am not sure what to do.

I don't want to go through the same pain which snatched my future from me once.
I regretted going through that path yet I still fall for it.

Once bitten shame on you, twice bitten shame on me.
Heck, I know this proverb well yet I am not obeying it.

Why?
I just want a plain and simple life which is trouble free.
Something like Hakuna Matata, which means No Worries.

Yet, life seems to be prejudice against me and put me through so many hardships.
Well, for all I care,it's like being beaten up badly till I am in bruises but I don't mind it if I don't have to be troubled.

To some, this could be the peak of my emo but let me tell you, this is just the beginning as there is more to come.

I am a freaking hypocrite in my opinion.
People of higher authority, seniority and generation believed that I am an honour student, the cream of creams, the best or Mr. Nice.

Yet, I feel tired putting up such image.
I am a prankster from start, the joker.
Some how, it became a mindset that I must show a good boy nature.

I feel stressed, thinking about consequences from being a prankster.
I dyed my hair brown but now more white hairs are emerging.
Great, people say I think too much, I agree I think too much beyond necessity.

This makes me emo and it's like a "comfort zone".
I have a low expectancy in life, go through life by flowing through it.

I am trying to go with the flow in a low profile.
If you ask me, I rather be a nobody then a somebody.

You can force me to smile but you can't make me grin.

You can force me to laugh but you can't make me cheerful.

You can force me to talk but you can't make me feel interested.

Life is nothing but a cloud which is unpredictable where it could be normal or raining.

Mine seems to be raining with a terrible storm.

Something of the past, after each storm, there will be a beautiful rainbow but mine just never did come in the first place.

Smiling with a frown.
Signing off,
I see that same shade of grey cloud raining over me.
Live with it, Life is Saddening.