Just like the saying goes, do not count your chicks until they hatched.
Don't be to sure of something until it is firmly gained or grasped.
I woke up earlier on Sunday.
Surprisingly I did not feel sluggish but I felt energized and dashed to the bathroom to clean up.
Then, the hard part.
Choosing what to wear.
Ps. My wardrobe was like a jungle of clothes and it was quite hard to find the nice ones which was among the normal clothes.
Pissed off that I could not locate the clothes that I wanted I went to my second "wardrobe" and took a set of clothes from there and put them on.
Then, it was time for me to pack my bag.
Placed the most important book inside with Physics and stationeries.
Ran down the stairs and saw my mum sitting there.
I told her I was leaving but she said
I was like -_-0
Fine, I took the carton and pour milk into my mouth until I feel as though i drank one cup.
Ps. I didn't touch the top with my lips nor mouth.
She didn't realise; for if she did, I would get another lecture from her.
But why not?
Just don't touch it and don't spill.
You save on water to wash the glass that you were supposed to use. LOl; Joke.
Was going out till I realised, "where's my handphone?"
I ran up to get it.
Went down again to go out.
Then, "crap" I forgot my wallet.
Ran up to look for it.
Find - Find - Find
Can't find.
Mum'"Can't find then no need to go!" -_-0
Finally found it.
In my bag, in a zipped compartment. -_-00
Ok, time to go.
Wait I forgot something again.
-_-000
Oops, realised i had my watch on my wrist already.
For the ... time, I'm leaving and decided,to go now.
House ---> Bus Stop;09.15 am already.
I was +_-
No difference from last week.
Later actually.
So I thought about it carefully.
Choice A
Take bus
Bus Stop ---> Bus Station
20 mins
Interchange
Bus Station ---> Sunway Pyramid
30 mins
Walk
Sunway Pyramid ---> W.H.C.
10 mins
Others ; Traffic jam and passengers
20 mins
Total time: 1 hour and 20 mins
9.15+ 1 hour and 20 mins = 10.35 ++ am
(LATE)
Choice B
Taxi
Sure reach on time 100%
Conclusion
Choice B was taken due to lack of time.
Reach there early.
Felt left out.
Read newspaper and realised MU vs Birmingham.
Btw. MU won 1-0
But Liverpool lose to Totenham. Superfragelisticexpealledocius,which also means Wow
PS; spelling might be wrong.
But Liverpool lose, the fact that they lose their first game.
Back to the main point.
I went through Main service.
Today Pastor Isac was there.
Wonderful speech.
I sat infront because I was early.
Then. realised, Evelyn and Emmely were sitting behind.
Should I reserve sits for you infront next time?
Then, lunch.
As expected, budgetting was my main issue here.
But fatigue was getting on me.
Bought 3 cups of coffee to actually get rid of sleepiness.
But Ben's grandmom came and gave me a meal again.
My heart ache to see such kindness showered upon me.
Please don't be too nice because the more I grow attached to something, the harder the dissapointment is.
That's why I don't really socialise all out unless there's a gurantee we can meet continuously.
Then, I told her that I felt that it wasn't right to take things for granted.
She said it's ok and said it was a blessing from God.
I wanted to cry there and then but I restrained myself from doing so.
Then, it rained.
I felt like going back before it became too heavy.
Justin offered to send me home and send me to W.H.C. on Sunday.
I was >.<
your too nice man.
But i don't want to trouble any one.
It may have been your way to help people
But it's my fault actually; my family's way of life
There's no free lunch in this world.
And this was my way of life
until you all proved me wrong.
My principle of life was wrong.
Such kindness do exist in this world.
Then, Evelyn said she can't stay for Youth.
Which she contradicted herself later. Lol.
I, then left.
It rained when I was half way there and I got drenched.
Yeah, that's punishment? For being rude?
I will take it for my misconduct and behaviour.
Took a cab and wondered.
What is this feeling that is inside me?
I prayed for an answer.
When I was there dazing off, it struck me that this feeling is real.
But, who am I kidding.
NO way it would happen.
Pessimistic attitude.
Realised this today. (MONDAY)
Was listening to "When I'm Gone" by Simple Plan.
Then this phrase caught my attention.
"Misery Needs Company, so So... Long when I'm Gone..."
Yes,I agree to that.
Misery needs company and that's me.
And So Long to all of you if I don't see you all next week and for some time.
Emo...
Then Eric spoke to me about Family, Associates and Kindness.
He made me realised this.
People who are kind are rare.
People who help you are good.
People help you when things are good.
But will people help you when they are facing problems themselves?
I said,"Yes"
He said,"Don't be naive"
Me -_-0
I constantly disobey my parents' by going there.
He asked,"Which is more important family or God?"
I was perplexed by that Question.
Couldn't answer.
HE asked me this,"You enjoy yourself with people from W.H.C. right?But if you were to choose between them and your family?
I replied,"We are one big family there.
His reply,"Blood is thicker then water for family but those people have no blood relation to you.
What can I do?
Disobey my family members? or Stop going to W.H.C?
We must honour our parents and God! as said by God.
But if you must choose between one side?
FollowedbyMisery
Good bye.
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